Crew Member Discloses Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also included well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who challenged its value and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, recalling a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the flight.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and years of training to the personal milestone of her background – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the supporters whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that even with the backlash, significant positive outcomes had come out of the flight, including increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that crossed the edge of outer space.
The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.
